The Untold Story of My First Kiss and the Real Reason Why I Quit Fine Arts at Penn

My life lately is a sea of shades of blue.

As I sit and type these words to you, I have gold paint before me and some hats receiving their finishing touches.

I've been working since 5:30 this morning and it's 8:07PM now.

I made sure to take a break in the afternoon, and it was then I had a breakthrough with piano.

At the top of this week, I began playing seriously for the first time since being in this apartment, working on my songs in progress.

Today wasn't a "normal" sesh, though. On this day, May 22, 2026, I entered flow state while playing piano for the first time in this incarnation!!!!

I'd been wondering since I started teaching myself in 2020--when am I gonna cross over to the point when I can let go completely while playing?

Today, I did it!

I was able to hold that frequency for a minute or two and I'm confident I can bring myself back there.

This is massive for me, my darlings!!

Little bits of life lately.

Each day feels like a beautiful dream as I build out Hathorian Design.

Now, without further ado: quite the spill sesh!

Enjoy!

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